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My brother Peter invited me to come hear a guy talk at his place in Eudlo. I had just returned from a 6 month teaching post in Outback Australia, my Dad was dying and life was pretty ordinary. I had been a Mormon in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints and had left that religion to keep searching and I was a single parent raising my 2 boys alone and had been single for the previous 16 years. I could not have realised how deeply I needed the Love from hearing the Divine Truth. Peter said to me, this guy says he's Jesus and his information is pretty incredible. I went to that talk pretty unawares but open hearted and longing to know Gods way and what God wanted of me because I had said so often in my prayers "God I want to work for you; show me which is the way to go..."and I have been attending AJ's things ever since. My life was troubled...but sprinkled throughout were moments when my guide told me fantastic truth and wisdom that were aha moments, one of those moments came in the form of a dream, where I sat with Jesus in my lounge room and talked with him like my best friend, that dream gave me the longing to know Jesus personally and the belief it was possible, but at that time, long before I had met AJ I just believed it was possible and it was going to happen but I didnt know how, until the very first time I talked with AJ and shook his hand. I have not achieved this friendship I had hoped for as I still have too much anger and projections at him, but Ill get through it hopefully. Its good I am writing this right now, because I need to reflect upon this anger I have and especially lately and how I could be living in so much more gratitude than I am. The man I believe is my soulmate and the love of my life came up to me at the end of that very first talk and said to me he liked my questions, I was flattered- I liked him straight away, and though I have been an awful soul partner and we are having time in separate lives; my heart springs with Joy when I feel how wonderful and strengthening this is for me, to have had Graham come at the very very beginning. Even if we discover I am wrong and we are not soulmates still Grahams prescence in my life has been awesome, difficult, life changing, confronting, wonderful, painful, etc etc little giggle, hes probably reading this from his place and groaning at me.
Im not sure how much more to write except its been nearly 6 years, well 6 years in June for me and Im really still right back at the very beginning as I have lost focus so many times with so much spirit influence and anyways enough for now, thankyou for asking about my story, with love to you all- Jenn

This is a very important topic for me.

It is very possible I was being tricked by a group of spirits just a few days ago when I was channeling information about the 14, and the other worlds.... As soon as doubt crept in the connection changed. I asked a couple questions that were not answered.... It was kind of like the group of spirits smiled, nodded and back away....
Since they reacted like that I was uncertain if they were being loving- and my questions were the problem....

I am still noticing my own condescension and fear of the spirit friends who are earth bound. Plus the unworthiness feelings that still take up space in my soul don't help. Because of this, my clairaudience is really not to be trusted.

I used to do readings occasionally, always for free, or mutually beneficial xchange... but I have been stuck in fear and doubt for almost 6 months.  Just writing this out is helping me get into healing some of this now...

Here is a wonderful channeling by Anto about Jesus helping a hellish spirit woman to get out of the Hells in LIFE time as she became humble and forgiving and experienced God's Love for the first time. AWEsome.

http://www.divinetruth.com/Audio/Mediumship/Other/Anto%20Klobucar%2020140422%20Jesus%20Speaks%20to%20Grace%20(A%20Woman%20In%20The%20Hells).mp3

I haven't read this for a long time, thanks for putting it up Victoria.  For me I feel overwhelmed when I think how long Nero's soul mate waited for him loving him all the while, I can't imagine my capacity to endure the suffering of Nero or longing as his soul did for such a long time.  For me a big part of this message is about the torment that Nero felt in compensation for the evil things he did on earth while he was not able to call on God's love to help him him feel repentance and remorse.   Many times in this process I have realized how trapped I have become in compensation and self punishment, I do some processing, get stuck not wanting to further until the pain becomes unbearable and do some more.  I keep wanting to leave God out of the equation even though it always works better when I include him/her.  Nero's message has reminded me again that I have a choice about which way to go and that help is available to me if I am prepared to seek it.

Thank you Amanda for taking the time to share this