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Could you explain Victoria what do you mean. I see very much me and almost anybody I know reflected in this song,... I undesrtand it as the journey in our fears and addictions, hoping an angel will help us to fly away from there... But that's an impossibility.

"In The Arms of The Angel” / Sarah McLachlin

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it ok
There's always some reason to feel not good enough   
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
They may be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the Angel fly away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

In the arms of the Angel far away from here
From this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
In the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here

You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AL9yOqEoAhU

It makes sense to me that there is a deep sadness related to ****, and that if intimacy is fully fulfilling with my partner and that I can feel her opening her heart and sexual energy towards me in giving and receiving (she worked through her sexual shame) and that I am able to do the same towards her (working through my own sexual shame), I won't feel any desire to masturbate anymore as long as intimacy remains loving and fulfilling on a soul level. But this pain and hence the potential to revert to the old addictive process still remains within me until I chose to release it emotionnally. But, how beautiful is it to contemplate that potential of loving intimacy?   

Just when this subject was being discussed, Jesus and Mary recorded and uploaded this video, where they go into the dynamics of **** in depth:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QlOUMViGHy8



I really think injuries regarding intimacy is really spot on, at least for me it is.