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Yes- the refocus on the desire does help.  I feel my desire to repent has been strong- because I have been experiencing repentance consistently- and it's gotten to the point where I have to go to the "next level" and I can't do that until I stop adding additional pain by way of self-punishment.

Self punishement is our desire to avoid feeling the pain of what we did wrong to others or anything else wrong in our parent's eyes (wether it is in error or not) that we have learned in our childhood to avoid feeling punishment from our parents, here from your aborted babies, while repentance is the desire to feel all the pain we did to others. There are 2 opposite desires, one is resisting and that creates more pain and the other is surendering to our pain and it releases it. So, you cannot desire to repent and self punish on the same subject at the same time. In other words, your desire to self punish is a block to your desire to repent, so I would concentrate on praying to feel the childhood fear and grief behind this addiction. When that will be felt and released, there will be only your desire to repent left.

Forgiveness is the process of feeling all the pain OTHERS did to us. You don't need to forgive yourself for the abortions, you need first to feel that the damages are repaired and "that all is well" with your aborted babies and then you will automatically forgive yourself at the completion of the repentance process. This is beautiful if you think about it. This process is amazing.

I was definitely avoiding feeling the overwhelming love and forgiveness that I have ALREADY received- my soul kept saying; but HOW can you forgive that? I don't deserve that.

God has already forgiven us for what we did wrong to others or ourselves but we will feel it only at the completion of the processus of repentance. As long as repentance is not fully engaged and processed to the end, we won't feel His forgiveness.

Veronica I am not sure I help here and not sure I understand all what you shared (next level, what is that?) and maybe you already know what I shared but I felt that what you were sharing was somehow in error and that it could keep you stuck, so I hope this will help. I know how beautiful is the process of repentance and also too well how painful it is to resist and to self punish. I am certainly not an expert but each time I have felt a repentant spirit about anything, I felt God's Love of an extreme intensity I have never felt in another moment. Like if God is so proud of me and is 100% with me, and my guides too. It is worth. I am very passionate about it, about humility and repentance.

May you spirit friend be a very loving being and he will help you best.

O yes, I see. It is definitely about drug addiction, the release being assimilated to be in the arms of an angel... while she is probably in the arm of quite dark spirits. But I understand better why I like it from a loa perspective. This is what we do all the time when we want to avoid feeling our pain, is it not the case? It might not be drug, but then it is food or sex or internet or whatever alternative "feel good" emotional feeling we are addicted to. Would be great to have it adapted in harmony with Love and Truth though. Thanks Victoria.

"In The Arms of The Angel” / Sarah McLachlin

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it ok
There's always some reason to feel not good enough   
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
They may be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the Angel fly away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

In the arms of the Angel far away from here
From this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
In the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here

You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AL9yOqEoAhU

Lovely said Veronica. We cannot know unless we experiment God's Love. However, I feel a loving Forum can inspire and guide many people to grow their desire for Love and trying the greatest experiment in the universe again and again and again... This is my desire for this place and it is the Forum place I have known for that until today. 

Dear Jonas, be welcome to ask any question you like. This Forum is well organized by topic and this is a great place to discover more about The Way I feel thanks to your friend Johan who did a great job.

Here is a wonderful channeling by Anto about Jesus helping a hellish spirit woman to get out of the Hells in LIFE time as she became humble and forgiving and experienced God's Love for the first time. AWEsome.

http://www.divinetruth.com/Audio/Mediumship/Other/Anto%20Klobucar%2020140422%20Jesus%20Speaks%20to%20Grace%20(A%20Woman%20In%20The%20Hells).mp3

Thanks Victoria. That's one of my favorite message in the new Gospel...
How beautiful real love for our brothers in Hells is
How beautiful soulmate love is
How much compassion is possible for another

the softie....