The Way Forum

Hi!

My name is Jonas and I came in touch with the teachings of AJ through Johan. Johan is someone I know through a mutual friend.

Since I was young I was interested in spirituality. Because of my academic studies I became somewhat of a nonbeliever. I discarded al my 'special' experiences as nonsense. Since recently I started to really want to change the way I live again in that I want to make good choices in my live, add something beautifull to society, and be 'real'. I started to watch more and more teachings and learned some stuff on an intelectual level. Recently I started to always say the truth, be honest about my judgements about other people to these people. 

It was really scary and my brain just curled around in terror. I found out a lot about what it means to be loving, what it means to be a man, how I viewed women, how I was hard to myself etc. I told my girlfriend that I flirted with other girls. This made her rethink our relationship. It was really scary. But now we have come to the decision to start dating again and really getting to know eachother again. This makes it all much more exciting again. I empowerd her to be equal to me.

One of the things I learned was that I had to make choices in my life that would add to my feeling of well being. One of them is surround myself with people who are searching as well. That's why I am here.

I have lots of questions some of them I am afraid to ask, but will do. It also just still feels weird if I think about the identity of AJ. On the other hand I really do resonate with his teachings. The latter made me choose to at go for try it and not have judgement before experience.

One time I asked myself the question what real knowledge is. Then one night a few days later i had a conversation in a dream where I got told: 'Do you know that you are a match if you haven't been lit up.' (sorry for my english)

I hope this forum will grow. Maybe I can add something useful to the discussions.

Jonas