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cultivating a true love of self is much more about the simple choices I make in each moment than I had previously realized.  I thought I loved myself until i started to learn the Truth about Love....now I am learning and loving a little bit better.

Those are wise words- makes me think of the Faith and Prayer series. 

When I've noticed doubts arise I make a commitment to experiment.  Some of the experiments I have taken up that are related to the identity issue are; I express my desire to experience the truth in my sleep state.  I had several dreams and sleep state experiences that expanded my understanding and awe at the amazing love that they share- but most importantly revealed the injuries and addictions I still have blocking the way to true KNOWing.  (blocks include Expectation, Gender issues, Anger at the world)

I also prayed for more interaction with Celestial Spirits who lived and listened to Jesus in the first century.  I haven't been trusting my mediumship over the last 6 month- but last October I did have one great conversation that really broke through the anger I've had at the christian institution for how they have handled and mishandled the truth, especially about Mary. 

The final experiment I have undertook so far was "living as IF"  It's actually an acting exercise from the Stanislavsky method.  I recommend doing this if it's a small "nagging" doubt, not overwhelming doubt.  I would do a short meditation and The prayer and set out on the day living as if I knew for sure that they are you they say they are.  I'm feeling the desire to practice that again now that I'm thinking of it.  On those days I felt much more connected to God and the "conversation" throughout the day deepened my faith in God, and ultimately, my belief and trust in Jesus and Mary.

I'm still very open to feeling the doubts that arise - they pop up occasionally- but I make the choice to acknowledge it, feel it and pray, experiment and move through to the next lesson.  Whenever I introduce their material to someone new I go through some doubts, so I've been open to sharing with more people lately, and welcoming of all the confrontation, subtle and not so, that comes along with that.

I was also able to resolve that I am grateful for what I have learned and experienced because of how they follow their passion, regardless of if I, in the future, have to feel about being wrong about the identity issue.... yet I have a lot of fear about what that might mean for my relationship with God, and how I might be able to feel all that through to truth and peace....

ANyway- I'd love to hear about others experiences with doubt and experiments

Thank you very much Pierre,

I've been very confronted by a few bits of what you present to me- and I'm grateful for it.

Very helpful as I am clarifying and paying close attention to this right now.

Yes- the refocus on the desire does help.  I feel my desire to repent has been strong- because I have been experiencing repentance consistently- and it's gotten to the point where I have to go to the "next level" and I can't do that until I stop adding additional pain by way of self-punishment.

I was definitely avoiding feeling the overwhelming love and forgiveness that I have ALREADY received- my soul kept saying; but HOW can you forgive that? I don't deserve that.  I was able to recognize that I have fear in my soul as to how feeling that overwhelming forgiveness and love will change me, or acknowledging how it has already changed me, staying in self-punishment because I've been afraid of that change that is already underway.

Yesterday after I posted this I was in prayer and I was able to meet a new spirit friend who can help me get through my block to forgiveness.  I am unable to put into words the love I feel and the hope I feel from our brief interaction.

My desire to repent & the actual action of repentance has revealed a lot of new desires and it is a beautiful journey- As I feel the wall to forgiveness breaking down I can see a little more clearly how those desires might be acted upon.

Very good question.  I can't answer that right now, except from what I learned in the recorded channeling.... and as such I'd suggest just referring to that audio link above.  I very much identified with 'not wanting to grow up' and was grateful that the group of girls Tiffany was with were ready to ask a bunch of questions and interact with Jesus and Mary.  I learned a lot from how she approached the opportunity.

Yes! I was so grateful for that wonderful channeling.  This was part of my immediate response a few months ago;

Thanks to Tiffany I am again cultivating a lot of love for all my brothers and sisters.  Human beings are not resources- we are more loving when we are not demanding, or expecting and limiting our experience of others based on what they can give us or do for us.  Being heartfully interested in others is a feeling I know -and I can continue to cultivate it- I have been noticing when I am out of harmony with love in this way over the last year and a bit…especially since Jessica pointed out to me in Bellevue park; HOW we must listen to the brothers and sisters there if we are to bring forth more loving in the park.

How we do things has everything to do with why.  Our motivations are present in the How and I was left with a good question to feel about now; AM I cultivating a desire to 'grow up' and be self-responsible?  How am I taking responsibility for my own learning and sharing?

The following two links are some of my favourite regarding The Loving Use of Mediumship

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tFcp3pAy7x8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FsYxBeR65i8

Good day!

I'm feeling the desire to start a Through the Mists book group in Toronto, at my home.  I'm wondering if anyone has any thoughts and/or experiences to share regarding small localized book groups for Through the Mists.

I feel once a month meetings would be sufficient regularity, but with enough time to process and re-read chapters over to get more out of it. 

Over the next couple months I'll be inviting people to join in and hopefully in July it will get rolling.